HI, lately i become getting angery so fast, specialy on close people to me, i started replying and talking badly and without thinking what m saying, my actions and reactions are bad, i feel a lot of anger inside, m lying a lot and swearing wrong and i don't feel that much bad, m hurting closest people and make them get angery and i don't want that, deeply inside i don't mean it, i wasn't like this before, and i don't like this even, i need to back as before, calm and good, if not as before then more good, m fighting a lot with my bestfriend and i lied to him and did bad things, i just want to stop, i feel so bad, please help me before i lose people whom i love, please i need help and i don't know what to do, m lost, m afraid of my next bad thing, help me please