So, I'm with my partner since almost 2 years now.
He is working for a porn company. Not to do porn but to watch it and inspect the quality of the video.
That said, i have a problem that is starting to be real hard to manage.
I find my sex relationship unsatisfying.
He really like oral sex while I really like to be penetrated.
It took over 6 months to have a penetration.
The thing now is that I find the routine very hard. i could have sex anytime anywhere.
The thing is for him to want me, it needs to a weekend morning, so saturday or sunday morning only.
It has to start with oral, then if I want a penetration I have to be on top.
He closes his eyes and does really move at all untill i'm done.
Then he has to cum masturbating himself.
All this makes me feel unattractive to him, unwanted and bored.
I really need to spice it up.
I think that his job is making him want less sex.
I really don't know what to do anymore, it's getting very hard to manage this feeling even if he tells me that i'm attractive to him and that he loves me.
Please help