Dear Jazmine, indeed, you deserve something better, as you already mentioned by yourself. However, I can well understand you...love makes dependent. Try for yourself to meet him less and less and with god´s help you may succeed to love him less. It might happen that he will feel that he looses you and will suddently try hard to get you back. If you then want you can go back but please beforehand say clearly what YOU want and what YOU don´t want and don´t accept. The best will be to pray to Jesus to support you and give you strength...in case you believe in him. You are very precious. If you don´t regard yourself to be precious and to have the right to be happy how should he see you like this? He knows that you are dependent on him. Be good to yourself..who else should?