My boyfriend of over 10 years recently became sober about a year ago. So we obviously have a lot of past, as I have never used before in my life. Recently he started Culinary school. I am in nursing school and work full time. Our schedules conflict majorly there are only 2 partial days of the week that we have time to spend with each other and we live together. About 3 months after starting school he started drinking one beer here and one beer there. Well 2 days ago my car broke and I spent yesterday getting it towed. He now has the only running vehicle. He went out to his sisters to fix some things and earn some extra money and never came home. I do not have her phone number as we do not get along at all. And he has turned his phone off. Now its 12 hours from the last time I talked to him and he said that he would be home soon. In 1 and 1/2 hours I need a ride to school. In the past when he was using he did not come home. He is aware that this is our last chance. I am too shameful to call my parents and tell them that he did not come home so I need a ride from them. Eventually they will find out if he never shows up. I do not want to live this way anymore and do not know what to do. I love him more than anything in this world. I want things to work out but, I am not so sure that they can at this point.
Please help!!! I have nowhere else to turn.