hi,i dont know if u bekieve in god the father of us all.if he is never meant to be ur husband u cant force him and theres someone out there who is looking for ur love but u r wasting your tym crying for spilt milk.Wen God leads u to the edge of the cliff,trust him truklly and let go,onl;y one of two things will happen:he will catch u wen u fall or he will teach u how to fly.Remember God opens doors no man can close and God closes doors no man can open.Thank him for wat u hav,believe in him for wat u do and trust in him for what u want.please theres is still life for u.