I used to always tell my friends that it is our job to find out if they are cheating on us and there job to hide it. Let me tell you my story...a month ago I decided to test my boyfriend to see if he was cheating on me. I set up a bogus yahoo account and starting sending him SMS messages to his cellphone to see if he would flirt with me. He didn't. But what made me suspicious is that he never mentioned to me that he was receiving weird text messages from a girl (who was me of course)...so because of that i decided to access to his cell phone records and home phone records...I now have access to both and now I am driving myself crazy. Every day i check his cell phone records and home phone records looking to see if he calls a girl or if a girl calls him...WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME...I always used to tell my girlfriends that if you think he is cheating on you then you should leave him...and look at me now...I am pathetic...I feel like this insane crazy woman sitting at her computer trying to see if her boyfriend is cheating on her...I need help what the heck should I do? I want to stop accessing his phone records but I cannot. I feel like I should dump him even though I know he's not doing anything because I feel like I'm driving myself crazy looking for him to do something....you know what is worse...I sit there and call every number he called to see if it is a boy or a girl...I never should have started this dumb game. Now look where I am. PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME!
