im sorry if i take your thread for my selfishness but id like to talk with everyone of u who has problem with ur relationship, the only thing is, we dont need to know each other cause i know its freaky, but i dont trust anyone i know anymore and thats why i need tot alk with ppl who will understand me, and ill understand u and i know it makes u feel better ;P, i randomly put a comment on this random forum i found but i know i sound psycho but if anyone wanna talk (dont worry i just wanna talk) let me know ESPECALLY U MELIA i had tears reading ur story