My boyfriend and I have been dating for almost three years. He cheated on me a year ago and begged me to come back. He said he was missing somthing and his heart did not feel whole any more. so of course i fell for it and took him back. At first he was telling all his friends i was the only one there for him and that he cheated on me before and he could never put me through that pain again. well about 3 weeks ago we broke up because he started having feelings for another girl ( one of my so called friends) the girl told me she would never do that to me but then turned around and told my boyfriend that we were never friends. Aparentley they have been together for 4 months wile we were still going out. Also to make it worse. He has slept with almost every girl any of his friends were bringing over to our house while i was at work. He still is denying it but 2 of his best friends told me he was cheating and one of his friends girl friends told me she had to ask him 3 times to stop trying to have sex with her while we were dating. Truthfully i want him to come back to me but i want to turn him down when he does. He is still trying to keep me chasing him so that when and if it doesnt work out with this one girl, he will have me to fall back on. This guy was my first with everything. He gave me a promise ring and his mom showed me my wedding ring. I lost all my friends just to be with him. and now truthfully i have no were that i feel like i belong. I have never hurt this bad in my life, but everyone is telling me time will heal all wounds.
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