my boyfriend and i have been dating fo almost 2 years and he has cheated on me 5 times that i know of.i care abou him deeply and i love him more then anything in he world.but i worry way to much ... i mean , i call him non stop until i get ahold of him ill look up # in the phone book for the places i think hes at, and i dont trust any of his friends. but i cant leave him even if i could i would go bak bd he makes me feel loved and makes me feel beautiful.and it breaks my heart knowing that he can live life knowing that he hurt the person he loves... ya im not the most innosent person in the world .. iv kissed a couple guys through out our time but i dont think thats half as bad as sleeping with them ya itz still wrong but common ... well the 1st girl he slept with was one of my best friends that was just dating his brother just to get to him ... ya slut but then she got him ... the 2nd girl he one he slept with 3 times.. i beat the F*** outa her ... but not only bc she slep with my bf .. but bc she also slept with my brother my sisters bf and most of my friends. and the 3 girl he slept with im trying to get ahold of but idk i don realy care anymore... im just so usto it .. i dont know what to do... yaya people will say to me break up with him .. but as you all know it is easyer said then done. so im going to try to make things better by getting us a dog that way we would spend more time with the dog and not with sumone els. right ?
ladies tell me how to get closer with my bf so he wouldent cheet on me anymore.