Death and marriage

I am in a situation where my mother died about 7 years ago and I'm still crying over her death, My husband is severly obese and disabled(500 lbs with many medical problems)and is becoming meaner and meaner for over 10 years now, I'm tired of my job and want a career, I'm overweight and I don't see any light at the end of the tunnel. I have no energy and I continue to do everything on an empy tank. I know that I can't stop, because who will take care of our sons. I don't know what to do? I feel like I'm going crazy, but I have too much sense to let go. What should I do and where do I start?

Do what you want. Take care of your children, serve healthy food at home and exercise. Try to find a new job and start working on a career.

Read about the pleasure principle and the reality principle.