I am a 20-Year old make from India, and I have a deep-rooted affection for BDSM, mainly the Female Domination scenario. In a country like mine, where anything to do with sex is a big taboo, this makes life very difficult, especially since not many people are aware of these alternative lifestyles. And in terms of getting into a relationship, it becomes all the more complicated, as most of the females are completely blank about this, and usually will react to you as if you are a freak.
Now I believe in the Female Domination philosophy so much so, that I am willing to devote my entire life to it. And becuase of such conviction, I am rather apprehensive about getting a girl-friend. In fact, it would be safe to say that I have never been in a relation, and the that all my female friends are just friends, and nothing more.
Another difficulty I face is with sharing these feelings among friends. Due to the lack of knowledge, its almost always met with negative reactions. Due to this, I am always having to keep these feelings bottled up, and is never able to talk to anyone about it.
I would appreciate if u can provide me with some advice on how to tackle this problem. Hoping for a quick and positive reply.