Re: i can't belive my reaction

me gain...so we broke up 2 months ago...didn't speak with her untill this evening.
When my messenger window opened and she said hey followed by a smiley face i lost it...my heart pounded like hell, beating so fast. i am going to write you the dialogue so u can tell me if i said the right things.

her: hey:)
me : hello
after a minute or so
me : yes, what is it?
her: ?
me : what's wrong?
her: i wanted to talk to you...see how you are
me : myes...i am very very very busy right now and i can't really talk to you! I saw you kept entering my hi5 profile! Find anything interesting?
her: but since when are you so acid?
her: jeezus
her: okay busy men
her: i'll leave you
me : it's probably from cola
me : but most probably it's from the acid water i drink when i'm goin training for boxing, i don't drink cola anymore
her: that's not an excuse...
me : i wasn't trying to excuse myself
me : anywho
me : i'm vely vely vely busy
me : got to go sorry
her: yeah ok
her: maybe we talk another time?
me : sure
her: okay
her: bye bye and good luck
me: later

I think i kinda stayed in control...and made her think a little about the bad break up and everything. I don't really understand why she's trying to talk to me. Did her "honeymoon" with that guy already ended? Did she realise the grass isn't so green over ther? Is she trying to find the old idiot to see if he still cries for her and cares and all of that crap? And most of all why do i care so much? Oh yeah...i noticed that the tehnique when the male is cutting the conversation worked like a book i read says...and i got the answer the book said :)) she actually asked if we were goin to talk again...amazing. Maybe you can propose some materials i should read about gettin over break ups(cuz it is clear i didn;t get over her, my heart was racing around :( ) , about what goes wrong in a relation so i'll be sure that what i think went wrong is the actual motive, about how to talk, date women..in a good way, i will not use those tips to make women suffer. Except my ex maybe, because she's having sex with another guy and i don't really understand why she visits my hi5 profile and why after 2 weeks of no contact she suddenly apeared and we had that conversation. I hope i did good, because she really acted like a child 2 month agol and she hurt me like no one and nothing in my life did. I still love her though and hope she's having fun, but i want her to have fun without bothering me, making me remember or making me think of all kind of stupid things....at least untill i find myself a person who really apreciates me and doesn't leave me when i'm in one of those very hard moments in life.