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reply ** Re: HOCD (obsessive compulsive disorder) , Gunborg Palme - Leg psykolog - Leg psykoterapeut - Telefon 08-664 60 92 , 29 Jun 2007 19:46
question HOCD (obsessive compulsive disorder) , ****** , 28 Jun 2007 17:53
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HOCD (obsessive compulsive disorder)
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Date: Thu, 28 Jun 2007 17:53:45 +0200
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I am a 16 year old male.
I am having unwanted homosexual thoughts. Even though I have never been diagnosed, I also seem to have symptoms of normal OCD but it doesn't interfere with my life that much. Oh, but I did have anxiety problems(kind of like hypochondria), and I was afraid of diseases.

Anyway, the HOCD is getting wose and worse. My mind is telling me that I am gay, but I am not and I have never been.

If I am masturbating and thinking of a female, a male pops up in my head before orgasm and it feels horrible.

Also, anxiety and extreme fear and thinking about NOT getting aroused seems to arouse me. IT is sort of like me forcing myself an erection when I have gay thoughts, because I am actually not attracted to them. I am heterosexual, I am attracted to females, but this HOCD keeps me in doubt and I keep checking myself.

This is the most disturbing thing ever. I was really scared and anxious and trying NOT to get an erection, and I did. Then I had to "check" if I was gay or not. So I stimulated myself physically, with unwanted gay thoughts, and eventually reached climax. I felt sick afterwards, it is so disgusting. Even though I wasn't actually attracted to the homosexual thoughts, I got aroused somehow, and I reached climax in fear and pain.

I am a heterosexual, but logic doesn't seem to help. I have always been straight, is it possible that homosexuality can just randomly pop up? But then again, I am straight, and even now I am only attracted to girls.

One last thing, I looked at a girl and thought "See? I am not gay". But then I intentionally got myself really worried and anxious, and just the worry alone got me aroused!

Please help me, I am not gay but my head tels me I am!
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From: Gunborg Palme - Leg psykolog - Leg psykoterapeut - Telefon 08-664 60 92
Date: Fri, 29 Jun 2007 19:46:18 +0200
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I have had several patients with this problem. Treatment against OCD with SSRI medicine have solved the problem.

Read more about the treatment of OCD.




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