hi,
this is ramya.i love a person called raghav deeply.i have physical relationship also with him. but he is an egoist he likes whatever i do which he wish me to do. he controls by behavior, my feeling everything.
someother girl also loves him. but he says that he doesnt love her. but he is very much interested in sex with any other girl also. i want to change him and want to make him love me. but trying to do this i got a lot of disappointment. i am very much attached to him emotionally. i cry a lot when he scolds me. but indirectly he is my well wisher also. i love him and dont want to loose him throughout the life. but he says that "love is unconditional" i believe in that.
but as a girl leaving my parents who have given me this education, everything how can i do more than them to raghav. and if i doesnt do he says that u dont love me.i say u marry me then i do everything fo r u and i have a right at that time.
he says did i said i love u and i marry u . u said u love me. its ur problem.
it hurts me a lot.
he is my best best friend.i dont want to leave him .
CAN U PLEASE SUGGEST ME HOW TO CONTROL MY EMOTIONS TOWARDS HIM AND BE STRONG FOR WHATEVER HAPPENS IN MY LIFE. AS I AM VERY SENSITIVE AND EMOTIONAL? SOMETIMES I THINK OF COMMITTING SUICIDE ALSO FOR HIS WORDS. I GET A LOT OF ANGER
PLEASE SUGGEST ME SOME GUIDANCE