Living in America or in my home country

I belong to a third world country. I came to United States 15 years ago. I stayed there for about 5 years and went back. I liked America and Americans and used to feel homesick while in America. So, I returned back. It was good to be back with my family i.e. parents and sibblings. But after reaching back to my country, I started missing United Sates as well. The beautiful suburbs, shopping malls, highways etc etc....I miss all that. Sometimes I think of coming back to U.S.A. or moving to some other developed countries but then the thoughts of getting home sick and missing my mother and brother and sister haunts me. I don't know if I come back to U.S. again will I get depressed and home sick like last time? And if I stay here in my country, how can I make myself happy because over here I feel that I am giving up on great opportunities and good living found in the developed countries like United States. Anyone please help me...I'm very confused. By the way my age is 38, Im male and not married.

On of my patients had this problem. He decided to work in Sweden, where he could make money, and go home for holiday twice a year.